Change

I noticed how good this time out without responsibility, with a free head and without ulterior motives did me. From being the extroverted type, I suddenly became the intro or ambivert type. It felt like an about-face in my life. However, I was not lonely at any time, on the contrary, I enjoyed being alone more and more as well as taking care of myself. This was necessary to review all the years and events, to listen to my body and to admit weaknesses. Because growth only begins when we acknowledge our weaknesses. I began to question who I really was and, as strange as it may sound, to search for the meaning of life. I quickly realized that I actually didn't need much at all to become happy again and appreciated the little things in life all the more. Material things, consumption, as well as some friends shed from me like a flaying snake skin. I learned to live frugally as I became aware of how plastic and mechanical everything had become. Above all, I took it to heart to no longer have to prove anything to anyone, such as in my job, or to look for fulfillment from the outside, as I had always assumed in the past.

Sleepwalking through life, old habits, thoughts and the past were exchanged with mindfulness, living in the here and now with clear awareness. I experienced a "spiritual awakening." Strengths and abilities that had been hidden before were discovered. I found that I had the characteristics of an empath. Thus, it always struck me that through my innate empathy and clairvoyance, I could not only develop a deep understanding of fellow human beings, but could also see through and perceive the feelings of others through vibrations and energy flows. However, due to the strong empathy, I also tend to be very sensitive and often feel responsible for everything. I have also found that I belong to one of the rarest personality types in the world's population and it is mainly described as resourceful, motivated, persistent, determined, expressive and creative.

Gemstones have been faithful companions for me for years, giving me strength and hope in all situations of life. But when I was looking for a gemstone necklace 6 years ago after my illness, I noticed that the selection of gemstone jewelry left much to be desired for my high demands. Due to the low demand of the younger generation, there was simply a lack of fresh air and modern design, which unfortunately can now only be found in costume jewelry and mass production. I wanted to prevent old traditions from being forgotten and during my sabbatical I took exactly this concern to heart. But not only precious stones were important to me, but also the classical use of silver and gold and in no way base metals, which are harmful to health with cadmium, nickel and lead. Because my jewelry should above all be in harmony with my values, principles and beliefs without disadvantages and give something back to the world.

As a typical Aquarius, I have always been inventive and wanted to actively put my ideas and dreams into practice. And after 10 years in professional life, now is exactly the right time to get up again and take on a new challenge for this heart project GEMLY & Co. Because from every situation in life I have drawn new experience into my colorful life. And after all the strokes of fate found interest in health, well-being, spirituality and self-development and above all myself. Of course, the fear of failure is there again, but did you know that behind our greatest fears lie partly also our greatest desires? And that fear is just an illusion of our mind?